stupid cindy !!

suddenly feel so down..
choose to write here to prevent useless argue with smone again..feel tired only

cindy ah cindy..
how cum u will becum lk dis??
hw cum u will get effect by smone??

i really wish myself can like others..
they really no argue no problem at all..bt me..i thk almost everyday will quarral..
i really try my best to do everything even control my mood and change myself to suit smone..
bt still fail..
why?? someone can tell me why??

sad over cum me now..
tears almost wan out bt luckily din at last..
really stupid cindy !!
super duper stupid cindy here =.=

still wan continue my road or let go??
i am not wish to let go..
as my fren i thk all of u could see n feel hw gd i treat smone..
i even spend some time to thk and try to settle the problem..

'take it easy' ..i like dis sentenses..bt hard to do so..haiz
together with the one you like also so hard..help me !!

mummy when you see dis post..dun worry about me ya..
i will be better aft wake up =)
smore aft write out all those unhappy thg..feel better alot already =)

stupid cindy..
gambate..hate to be stupid like dis