Sunday, September 13, 2009

以为...

以为时间可以冲淡一切,但毕竟心不是机械化,不能像电脑般果断,按了扭就能冲洗一切...
以为距离可以拉开思念,但毕竟断了的丝还是会连着,不能像叶子般潇洒,摆脱了树就随风飘走...
很想告诉你的事,时间走了还是带不走,距离远了思念越深,忘记你不容易...如果能有选择,我不会想忘记你...


My mind today still think of him..
When all my friends was talking abt their own bf's wearing, my mind will automatically think of him..i jz pretent i'm ok with it..
When my friends was singing, they are singing love song..suddenly my tears cum out then all of my friends quick change the song..
I am so sorry..i really try my best to control myself..make my mind nt to think him bt fail..


Today Xiao Juan suddenly told me : 'cindy dun be sad..actually when you are sad..not only you will sad but all of us' ..thx Juan Jie, i noe it and i can feel it..that's why today i try not to drop any tears and try to chat with all of you..


When Literasi Bahasa, seeing Chai Chai, Pei, Mei, Liu, Ching and Hea them was enjoy playing with the topeng which we had do..they ask me to join..
If for before, i am sure i will join them play together but today i totally no that mood to do so..
but thx to all of you..i did enjoy urs 'show'..make me laugh make me happy..


Here would like to say..sorry to everyone..cindy always make all of you sad or maybe dissapointed..but cindy really did her best ler..give me some time..thx for being my side support me always..


Really miss him so so much =.=

2 comments:

  1. ehhh.........come on cinday.just 7 months.dun put too much on him.dun cry for him.dun think of him d.bad guy why u need cry for him.why u wan make urself unhappy?so many ppl care of u.dun make other ppl worry abt u k?forget abt him.i hate him la.he make my sis sad so long.jia you!!!tis raya holiday go short travel.don't think abt him d.DONT LOOK BACKWARD!!!that ady bcom HISTORY.

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  2. selina ~ please controlled what you did wrote over here. youu dont know who is the guy, dont simply conclude he is BAD guy ! even HATE him ! HE n SHE just not suit, i believe he forced to said out . even you feel he cruel enough, i believe he sad too !

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