我失恋了！！

可惜不是你，陪我到最后
感谢的是你，牵过我的手...

duno start frm when..
jz finish cry..tears aso no more ler..
tot wat i had did wat i had pay out will get a gd ending bt originaly nt..

thx to him bring me those happiness memory..
thx to him let me so serious in love..
let me noe love someone is so sweet..

he??!!
a first guy..
i so serious in love..
i so care so concern abt him..
wish to get his news all the time..
willing to do lot thg for him to c his smile..
i will nt 4gt those day we together have fun..talking foto..
walk along the beach..having pizza hut,mcD..
1st time met at pasar air itam..
having breakfast together..
hold hand..ur letter which make me touch..

although dis is nt wat i wan bt since he say so already i cant even ask him to bck together coz i know he suffer too..
maybe i am his burden..
maybe i am nt enaugh gd for him..
maybe i cant give wat he wan..
maybe i cant give him lot freedom..
maybe..maybe..

anyway..i know it's hurt for me..so so hurt
the feeling i never face b4..
bt in dis relationship nobody wrong..

i really wish YOU could find ur future wife n have a happy ending with her =)
i wish myself could 4gt YOU one day..although i noe it take time..
i duno i can be strong grl o nt bt i will try not to let mummy daddy worry..

finally..

YOU : i love you..really did..love you more thn myself..sry for bring lot burden to u, nt so understand u..so nw i jz can love you in my heart =)
ME : gambate..dun try to thk bck..+ u