lose control ~

today, i lose control to scold my best fren..
1st time i did so >.<

becoz..
one day before presentation, due to my laptop battery was spoil so i ask her to save the presentation into pen drive ( the latest power point was in her laptop )..

i went to down stair remind her 3 time d bt thn everytime i remind her, she jz say yes yes..thn continue watching movie..

the last time i went down stair remind her to check izzit the power point was in full p.point thn only save it into pen drive..

the next morning before go to sch, i ask her again and she say yes, everythg ok ler..
BUT..
druing presentation, the power point she save was uncompleted..
i was angry coz i did remind her for 3 time bt thn she was watching movie and ans me yes yes yes check d..

now only she say sorry to me..

not sorry to me but to whole classmate and too lecturer and one of our presenter..
and i am nt asking her to say sorry but just want her to noe that which is lighter which is heavy..
at the same time i scold her but thn i asking my fren to console her..
i will not say sorry to her coz i really wish she noe homework always cum 1st before movie..

ohno~ mayb others will felt that i am fierce, she was pity..
i dun mind, i noe wat i am doing..

p/s:nt the 1st time she did so, this time i really cant tahan jor..sorry to her, my lover..lucky our frenship still remand =]

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no matter wat happen, our frenship wil last 4eve..i believe..this is why i am always appreciate our frenship =D

stress !!!

really sssooo stress dis few days..
lot of presentation , activities , and others works come in the same time >.<

today, i drop my tears at the class..
i fail to control it..haiz..

hate myself in planning wrong way,i did the presentation alone which have to pass up Tuesday ( 3 person in one group) ; i did the presentation alone which have to pass up Wednesday ( 2 person in one group) ..

i am not showing off how well i can do but i just wanna release my stress here..
i dun lk asking people u do dis n dis..i more prefer people look for me themself and asking hw we are going to do ah?! if u are busying thn nvm, i will be ok to do it too..BUT..

and i guess everyone also busying..
pls..i dun lk ppl keep on saying my idea is wrong and that idea really state at book =.=
although i am a stupid grl and maybe u are smart (u really smart) but thn doesn't mean u are right all the time..
and aft found out u are wrong, no need say sry..i just wish nextime before u argue with me, check it 1st..not the 1st time already u did so =.=
(sigh)~

cindy tan..u do it and u can learn..
i will start to be more hardworking now !!!



go go go..i can do it =]
i am ok now..stress go away..(wink)
gambate for tmr presentation..doing it nw =.=

sobxx T.T

i'm so sad..
why why why?
becase ALL MY HOUSEMATE are going to learn drawing at nite 7.00pm until 9.30pm..
that's mean i am going to be alone at home 2 and half hour 1 day per week T.T

i'm nt really gt interest on drawing;
i can't drive car at nite;
i have no extra money to learn drawing...

INSTEAD..
I AM REALLY DUN LIKE TO BE ALONE T.T
what can i do wor =.= huhu~

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really unlucky me..
just reopen school, printer..laptop..buy this and that..petrol even naik harga..
how cum !!!!
everyone asking to be thinking positive, but can i?
can u tell me money is not important?!
Helpless now !!

泪……

今天、现在、这一刻……
眼泪不经意地掉了下来……
曾经以为自己不可能会掉泪……
但，泪还是不自主、不争气地落下……

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钱，是很重要吗？
钱，嫁个有钱人真的是我想追求的生活吗？
钱，没有它万万不能吗？
钱，没有它生活会过得好吗？
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陈慧婷……
功课一大堆，你又爱胡思乱想……
唉……
今天，收到2颗炸弹……
天啊……找谁诉说？
没有像其他人有着爱人在身边的我，又不想为了小事打扰家人的我……
是时候，我要变得更坚强 ^^

2011 ♥

result of sem4 (last sem) out already finally..
it was sssooo surprise me and ofcoz me myself not really understand how the marking marks and all that..
some time, i know hw to answer to question but thn result nt so gd enough; bt the same thing happen when i not really know hw to answer those ques during exam, result might be better >.<
so weird la..haha..

anyway, i am happy with my new record result !!

PKP 3107 - KAEDAH PEMULIHAN BAHASA MELAYU 1 (A-)
PKP 3108 - KAEDAH PEMULIHAN BAHASA MELAYU 11 (A )
EDU 3105 - TEKNOLOGI DALAM P&P (A-)
BCN 3109 - P&P KEMAHIRAN BERTUTUR DAN MENDENGAR (A-)
MTE 3107 - PLANNING AND TEACHING MATHEMATICS (A-)
WAJ 3103 - SENI DALAM PENDIDIKAN (A )
WAJ 3111 - KOKURIKULUM (A-)

Total Pointer : 3.83

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haiz..wish i could get such 'surprise' result every sem la..but i guess the % is less..=[

homework..jz reopen sch 2 days only gt lot homework waiting for us..hate !!!
gambate cindy tan~