Saturday, October 3, 2009

在乎你的人,始终陪着你



such a long time din update my blogs already..
finally had pass up all assignment so only gt free time to update my blogs here..
sleep 2 time for today >.<


the person who always care abt u will care abt u all the time without telling u..
在乎你的人,始终陪着你..i am a luckily grl in this world..
i really feel that my luck is so good..
gt parents beside me support me all the time, such group of nice fren around me, some of caring me de people jz i din realize it..thx ^^


my single life till now make me getting biasa with it ler..single not a shame thg =)
i really did enjoy my single life although smtime my bf will accompany me..kekex
[ my bf = Mr Lonely ]
i thk now most of the time my bf had leave me alone ler..happy ^^


when i rcv ur reply..abit surprise coz u wrote 'i always reserve a place for u in my heart'..'i plan to...when..'
i always charge a book by it cover..
i wish to get more when i had smthg..
i tot the thg that i had miss up will never gt chance to look bck n even walk to the pass ler..
bt..really when i saw dis my tears also cum out..


now only i know n i realize what kind of thg i want n wat kind of guy suit me..
so i decided concentrate my studies at 1st..
i belive that if u are mine thn u will be mine at last no matter how long and hw far we seperate..if u really belongs to me thn will belongs to me at last also..
anyway, luckily still can keep contact with u through mail..feel so happy ^^
when sad or anythg i will jz write mail send it to u although i noe i will jz get ur reply aft 2 days or wat coz u were busy with ur works there !!


* appreciate what we having now !! *

Sunday, September 20, 2009

无题

原来他爱上了另一个她,我想是时候让我忘了他..

how to say about dis?
starting i though everythg still can solve..
and now i am sure cant anymore..


anyway..
i promise myself..today last day for me..
to view his profile..
to thk of him..
to concern about him..


i decided to let all go..
let him as a memory..


study..
study is more important..
love is juz a thg that make our life wonderful abit..
without it..i still can make my life wonderful..


are you going to stay with the one you love or going bck to the one who love you..
my ans is..
THE ONE WHO LOVE ME ...


stop here la..
my blogs will not appear 'him' anymore..

Monday, September 14, 2009

h@Ppy b'd@Y Papa !!

happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to papa..
happy birthday happy birthday..


papa..
sry for cant celebrate with u at pg..
but ur daughter really wan to thx you..
thx for always by her side selama 20 years..
she duno hw to thk..always make ppl worry..
bt dun worry..
she wun do so ler..
she will be a daughter that will make u proud of her one day !!


papa..
u really best papa for me..
although u so strick..so garang
smtime i will scare of u..
but wanna say hor..
u really best la..kekex


happy birthday again..
best reward : best papa in dis world - cindy's papa
haha..
love you..muackx

finally ...

smone send a mail to me..
the mail let me wake up at last..


如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人....
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的....

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她....



lulala..

GO GO CINDY...
CINDY GO GO...
STAND UP AND TRY TO FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT...


4 more days..penang i am coming..
papa mama i am cuming oo..
i need home ^^

argh!!!

i already try not to open facebook ler..
bt how cum my mind still full with him?
i miss his smile..his voice..his sms n everythg..
what should i do when missing him?
tell him or self control?
help me please !!


everyday waiting the familiar no appear on my phone..
jz like ytday before i sleep, i rcv his msg but thn is early he sms me de jz i din notice it..
surprise..
however the msg no appear 'dear' dis words anymore..
sadness over cum me..
i know everythg gone already..
3 days ler..
if he want to be with me he sure will say out but thn NO..
T.T ~


am i a stupid grl??
i should not put 100% in love..
what else can do??
i am jz like a stupid grl missing him but cant do anythg..
suffer alots..


huhu ~